...weLcome to my foLded diary

…sa pagsikat ng araw may bagong liwanag, bagong pagasa,...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 07:38:03 +0800

…sa pagsikat ng araw may bagong liwanag, bagong pagasa, bagong buhay, ang poborito ko’ng kuha sa lugar na toh :) (at Ellechor Resort, Calamba, Laguna)

…tnx ms. yeng :) @yengconstantino

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 16:53:54 +0800

…tnx ms. yeng :) @yengconstantino

"…hinahanap mo ba ko?o ang kawaLan ko?"

Tue, 09 Apr 2013 08:09:07 +0800

“…hinahanap mo ba ko?o ang kawaLan ko?”

"…mahirap mag-tiwaLa sa tao, pero mas mahirap ibaLik ang tiwaLa sa tao! ~ aphrillia101"

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 08:25:18 +0800

“

…mahirap mag-tiwaLa sa tao, pero mas mahirap ibaLik ang tiwaLa sa tao!

~ aphrillia101

”

…this photo was taken at Quezon Province, I hate coLor...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 16:18:00 +0800

…this photo was taken at Quezon Province, I hate coLor orange but I appreciate it through sunrise, thank you JESUS for waking me up :)

…di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit sa mga saLitang binitiwan...

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 08:15:34 +0800

…di mo na mababawi iniwang sakit sa mga saLitang binitiwan mo
…hindi ba’t ikaw na rin ang nagpasya, nagtakda at siyang unang umiwas
…bakit nga ba ako ‘yong pinaasa?!!!

…dahil maLapit ng Holy Week :) (at Kamay ni Hesus, Quezon)

Sat, 09 Mar 2013 04:47:57 +0800

…dahil maLapit ng Holy Week :) (at Kamay ni Hesus, Quezon)

…a hobbyist photographer (: (at Strawberry Farm, La...

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 10:37:20 +0800

…a hobbyist photographer (: (at Strawberry Farm, La Trinidad, Benguet)

"…”I have no need for peopLe who come to me when they need me, then throw me away when..."

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 16:24:28 +0800

“

…”I have no need for peopLe who come to me when they need me, then throw me away when they’re fine!”

~ aphriLlIa101

”

…I took this photo on my birthday last year (tambay mode)...

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 11:24:44 +0800

…I took this photo on my birthday last year (tambay mode) using my hand phone :) (at Paseo)

…first photograph (praktis) (at Baguio City)

Thu, 31 Jan 2013 17:28:07 +0800

…first photograph (praktis) (at Baguio City)

...para sa kanya PART 1

Sun, 25 Dec 2011 01:15:00 +0800

…SORRY kung may nagawa man akong maLi,

o nasabi na nakasakit sa kaLooban mo

…THANK YOU sa mga nagawa mong mabuti,

sa mga nasabi mong nakapagpasaya sa akin,

…I HOPE na maramdaman mo yung pagmamahaL ko para sayo,

“I LOVE YOU”

unfair

Fri, 11 Mar 2011 00:00:00 +0800

…sadyang napaka-unfair talaga ng buhay, yung mga taong nagmamahal ng tapat, siya pa yung binibitiwan ng taong mahal niya ng ganon ganon na lang, siya pa ngayon yung walang karapatan para manatili sa buhay ng taong mahal niya, samantalang yung taong nanloko sa kanya at pinagpalit siya sa iba, ayon siya pa ang mas mahalaga at ngayon magkaibigan pa sila, ganito na pala sa larangan ng pag-ibig “ang nagmamahal ng tapat ay basura at ang naglalaro lang ay isang ginto”.

panahon

Tue, 22 Feb 2011 08:43:00 +0800

kasalukuyan “kinabukasan bakit kaya palagi kang pinaghahandaan? paano naman ako na nakakalimutan ng magsaya ng dahil sayo!”

(si nakaraan sumingit)

“aba at paano naman ako?”

(hala nagtalo-talo na)

sabi ni kinabukasan “kase natatakot silang mabuhay ulit sa nkaraan”

sabi naman ni kasalukuyan “e paano kung hindi na ako umabot sayo kinabukasan? tiniis kong maging malungkot para sayo”

si nakaraan sumingit na naman (ang kulit e) “magiging akin din kayo!!!” (hahaha pang-asar)

Lesson: habang pinaghahandaan mo yung kinabukasan mo, wag mo kalimutan kung nasaan ka ngayon, gawin mo kung ano ang mgpapasaya sayo,walang makakapagsabi kung hangang kailan tayo magtatagal :)

What is Life for?!

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 09:52:00 +0800

what is life for? yang mga salitang yan ang palageng musika sa isip ko, bakit ba ako nandito? ano bang silbi ko? anong reasons bakit ako nabubuhay? simpleng tanong na mahirap sagutin, siguro yung iba alam na ang sagot dyan, pero ako clueless parin at napagod ng hanapin ang sagot, im so depressed lately na yung “simpleng pangarap” ko ay hindi ng matutupad, feeling ko gumuho na ang mundo ko, hindi ko mahagilap mga taong nagpapasaya sa akin, busy na sila sa kanya kanya nilang buhay, tapos iniwan pa ako nung mismong taong gumagawa non’, i do a lot of stupid things simula non’, i tried to change myself, ang hirap pala magpretend na bingi kapag kinakausap ka nila, dahil ayaw kong makinig sa mga sasabihin nila, ang hirap pala magpretend na pipi, dahil ayaw kong magsalita wala rin naman nakakaintindi, i wasted my time, effort and emotions para sa isang tao, isang tao pinahalagahan ko ng sobra sobra pero hindi ako nagsisisi dahil ginawa ko yon, hindi masama maging “tanga”, aminin natin lahat maraming ayaw maging ganyan pero hindi ba mas magandang maging tanga ka dahil pinaglaban mo ang isang tao kesa naging mas tanga ka dahil hindi mo ginawa yon dahil sa pride mo! parehas lang tayong tanga!. Ganon lumipas ang mga araw ko, and then this morning change my outlook in life, isang friend nagconfess sa akin she was ill, “she was fighting for her life while i was trying to to take away my own” napakaunfair ko pala para gawin yon, narealized ko na “ang buhay ko ay hindi ako kung hindi kayo”, im glad God gave me this mission, hindi pala ako nandito para matupad yung “simpleng pangarap” ko pangarap na maging masaya, pangarap na mahanap yung taong gagawa nun para sa akin at makakasama ko habambuhay, most of us ganyan ang pangarap sa buhay, pero para sakin ngayon nagbago na ang kahulugan ng buhay, “nandito ako para sa mga taong kailangan ako at hindi para sa mga taong kailangan ko”.

Letting Go

Wed, 17 Jun 2009 22:42:00 +0800

Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone he/she loves so much will still wish, against all odds to have that love back again. But sometimes a love lost is a love gone forever. No amount of hope can bring back to life a relationship that just died a natural death. So just set yourself free, let your heart spread its wing and fly. Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still it will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can build your nest and start over again, It’s never too late. You may find love and lose it but, when love dies you never die with it. You cannot be a redeemer all your life. The best way to weight a relationship is through the test of fire. You cannot bear sober with your mistake forever. We all fall and make wrong decisions but our blunders are not meant to bury us deep in misery but to teach us the valued lesson of life. Loving is always a learning process. With love we learn how to care and sacrifice…we learn to share and reach out..we learn to be unselfish and give more than we can. Then, when everything doesn’t end well..we learn how it feels to fall and get hurt. But learning doesn’t have to end there. After our fall, we strive to get back on our feet and move on.

This is were we learn that life doesn’t end where our heartaches begin. There’s no future for relationship of lies and selfishness. It’s true, there is life in love, but, there can still be life even after losing it, just move on, leave the past behind, let your heart heal and give chance to find yourself again.

The success of a relationship lies not only in the beauty of its beginning but in its consistency. Make a choice not on impulse but a decision based on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember that happiness is not a matter of destiny but a matter of choice. There comes a time in our lives when we wish upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves getting intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon becomes a part of our everyday life and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get notice and be closer but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves. You don’t have to go to someone you love, what you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. You would be better off giving that dedication and move to someone more deserving.

Don’t let your heart ruin your life, be sensible and let you mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love, it doesn’t mean that you have failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness of the past. Let go of yesterday and love will finds its way back to you, and when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime. But be careful, a man/woman on the rebound could easily fall for sweeping emotion and be made to falsely believed that he/she finally stumbled upon the right man/woman, when what he/she just found is only someone to cover up for the love he/she has lost, think hard, decide with your mind and not just with your heart. Remember, a man/woman who makes a promise with words and not with actions may never live up to fulfill them, because actions speaks louder than words, always!

Tip: Challenge yourself everyday, in the morning face the mirror with enough confidence and utter this: “When I lost you, I was the one who love you most, but between us you lost more, for someday I can love someone the way that I loved you, but you will never be loved again the way that i did!”

written by: unknown

...Love, be hurt and Love again

Sat, 13 Jun 2009 00:28:00 +0800

Sometimes in our relentless effort to find the person we love, we fail to recognize and appreciate the people who love us. We miss out on so many beautiful things and simply because we allow ourselves to be enslaved by our own selfish concerns.

Go for the man of deeds and not for the man of words, for you will find rewarding happiness not with man you love but the man who loves you more. The best lovers are those capable of loving from a distance, far enough to allow the person to grow but never too far to feel the love within your being.

To let go of someone doesn’t mean you have to stop loving, it only means that you allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back. Letting go is not just setting the other person free, but is also setting yourself free from all the bitterness, hatred and anger that you keep in your heart.

Do not let the bitterness rare you away your strength and weaken your faith, and never allow pain to dishearten you, but rather let yourself grow with wisdom in bearing it. You may find peace in loving someone from a distance not expecting something in return.

But be careful, for this can sustain life but can never give enough room for us to grow. We can all survive with just beautiful memories of the past, but real peace and happiness come only with open acceptance of what reality is today.

There comes a time in our lives when we chance upon someone so nice and beautiful and we just find ourselves so intensely attracted to that person. This feeling soon become a part of our everyday lives and eventually consumes our thoughts and actions. The sad part of it is when we begin to realize that this person feels nothing more for us than just a friendship. We start our desperate attempt to get noticed and be closer, but in the end our efforts are still unrewarded and we end up being sorry for ourselves.

You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you need to learn is how to accept the verdict of reality without being bitter or sorry for yourself. Believe me, you would be better off giving that dedication and love to someone more deserving. Don’t let your heart ruin your life, be sensible and let your mind speak for itself.

Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that if you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow. If you lose love that doesn’t mean you failed in love. Cry if you have to, but make it sure that tears wash away the hurt and the bitterness that the past has left with you. Let go of yesterday and love will find its way back to you. And when it does, pray that it may be the love that will stay and last a lifetime.

There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

written by: unknown

The Truth

Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:43:00 +0800

Bakit kaya minsan ang sarap magmahal kahit walang kapalit??? naisip mo na ba iyon? kala mo okey lang… pero sobrang hirap…

Masarap magmahal hindi ba? Kahit ikaw, hindi ka sigurado sa pag-ibig ng taong mahal na mahal mo…

Minsan iniisip mo nalang na pagdating ng tamang panahon magiging maayos din ang lahat…

Sana nga!!! Nang hindi ka naman mukhang tanga na umaasa sa wala…Minsan din ang sarap sarap isipin na minamahal ka ng taong mahal mo!!! yung tipong kayo na lang sana at hindi ang babaeng nakikita mong kasama nya na masaya at akala ang buong mundo ay kanilang kanila…

Minsan din ang sarap bumalik sa nakaraan… yung tipong masaya pa kayo, parang mga batang walang problema… kung meron man parang, against all odds ang settings… pero may nakabitin pa ring tanong… ano kayang nangyari??? pero ang

kadalasang kasagutan:

1. kasi di pala kami para sa isat-isa;

2. nagkamali ako sa kanya;

3. iniwan lang nya ko ;

4. may iba na syang mahal;

5. niloko lang nya ko;

6. di ako gusto ng parents nya;

7. ayoko na puro nalang kami away;

8. masyado nya kong sinasaktan;

9. nagsawa na sya sakin;

pero ito pinaka masakit;.

10.hindi pala nya talaga ako mahal (parang panakip butas)

Grabe hindi ba??? Pero kailan kaya natin maririnig na nagpapasalamat ang isang umiibig sa taong nakasakit at sinaktan sya??? minsan naisip din kaya natin na kung ano ang kahalagahan ng isang bagay??? Yung kailangang bigyan ng halaga habang nandyan pa!

Minsan kasi, saka lang natin nalalaman ang isang kahalagahan ng isang bagay

pag wala na ito sa atin!!! kaya minsan din isipin natin yung mga sinasabi, kinikilos, ginagawa natin kasi hindi lahat ng tao kayang tanggapin kung ano at paano natin ginagawa ang isang bagay!!! subukan nating magpasalamat sa kabila ng lahat…

A. kung sinaktan ka nya… magpasalamat ka dahil sya ang dahilan para tumibay ka;

B. kung niloko ka nya… patawarin mo at pasalamatan mo… dahil kung hindi sa kanya hindi mo mararamdam ang sakit na pwede ding maramdaman ng iba… at least hindi mo gagawain sa iba;

C. kung hindi ka nya minahal… pasalamatan mo!!! dahil at least kahit papano na-feel mo na minahal ka nya kahit hindi, pasalamat sya dahil ikaw minahal mo sya ng buong buo;

Minsan kailangan lang natin harapin kung ano man ang nakasakit sa atin… piliting kalimutan… piliting harapin kung ano ang noon… noon lang yun… iba ang ngayon!!! dahil kung nasaktan ka man noon, ngayon mag-iingat ka na at alam mo na kung ano dapat at hindi para hindi masaktan. mahalin mo ang mga taong nakasakit sayo dahil sila ang dahilan para maging matibay ka!!!! para sa susunod di kana basta-basta padalos-dalos, pasalamatan mo ang taong nakasakit sayo…

sino ba ang mas mahalaga,

ang taong mahal mo o

ang taong gusto mong mahalin???

ang taong kasama mo buong araw o

ang taong iniicip mo bago matapos ang araw???

siya bang kasa-kasama mo sa lahat ng ginagawa mo o

siyang dahilan ng lahat ng galaw at ginagawa mo???

sino ba ang mas mahalaga…

yung taong nais mong makasama habang buhay o

yung taong hindi mo makita ang habang buhay kapag wala siya?

sino ang mas matimbang…

yung taong pag kasama mo’y parang kay bilis ng oras o

yung taong tuwing iniicp mo’y parang kay bagal ng oras?

ano ang susundin mo…

ang dinidikta mo sa puso mo o

ang dinidikta ng puso mo syo?

sya ba un laging pumapasok sa isip mo o

siya yung laging laman ng panaginip mo?

sino nga ba…

ang taong nagpaluha syo, o

ang taong nagpunas sa minsang pagluha mo?

sino sa kanila…

ang taong nagpapatawa syo o

ang taong dahilan ng lahat ng iyong emosyon?

sino nga bang pipiliin mo???

ANG TAONG MULING NAGBUKAS NG PUSO

MO…

O ANG TAONG MATAGAL NG NANDOON???

written by: unknown

Love Failures, why?

Tue, 09 Jun 2009 23:53:00 +0800

Bakit kaya dumadating sa point ng isang tao yung nag-dadalawang isip ka? afraid that you might pick the wrong decision and regret it for the rest of your life!? have you ever felt that you’ve been so gaga over someone and yet call it CRAZY…but we have never thought how stupid we become until we felt that we’ve been hurt?? and how come after all this shits you’ve been through to someone, hurt you like no one else did, still you say… “MAHAL KO PA RIN SYA…”. Sometimes were confused kung makkinig tayo sa takbo ng utak natin or from the feelings we have in our heart they say that LOVE CONQUERS ALL… yeah right!!! minsan, nafefeel nyo pa yung tipong maymahal ka, pero meron naman sya iba, or you feel for your friend but your too afraid to let it show coz ur fearing of rejection? dialogue at the movie My Best Friend’s Wedding which Rupert Everett said…”if you love someone, say it…you say it right then…out LOUD or the moment just…passes you by…” meron naman yung situation na, tipong there’s someone in your life and you could say he’s she’s the one at masasabi mo din na mahal na mahal mo sya… but then, you’ve lost your trust on him/her… yung tipong binigay mo na lahat ng trust mo nung una, tapos nawala lahat kasi nalaman mong he’s she’s cheating on you. diba masakit??! SOBRA!!! syempre ypu can’t help to think that he/she might do this to you again, after you’ve given him/her a chance? and now, telling you this promises that youve heard a million times before… but then… what if he/she broke this promises in this second time around? ewan ko na lang… i just have to say we can do CRAZY shits for the one we love, “except” to give all of our TRUST again… for short… its really hard to trust someone again once you’ve lost it…i gez it takes time…eh pano naman yung situation na gusto makipagbreak? but theres something keeps you holding back, yung tipong natatakot kang masaktan sya o masaktan mo sarili mo regret it later that you did it?. Sometimes we cant blame ourselves for ending a relationship, maybe sa side ng nsaktan MASAMA KA at MADALI para sayo yun at nagpapakasaya ka pa… i don’t think so… its also really hard to break someone’s heart w/o wanting to… minsan di mo naman sya intend na saktan eh… but you have to do it try then coz its much more painful if you didn’t do it right away… tapos sa huli… ikaw pa yung masisisi at pustahan… sasabihin pa nila sayo… BAKIT NGAYON MO LANG SINABI? partings never easy… and sometimes naman you felt that you’ve given all you’ve got to give and still it isn’t enough? still it doesn’t work right? or doesn’t receive anything in return? its the matter of giving, don’t assume that you’ll receive much more of what you expect, minsan naman tipong TWO TIMER KA, di mo ma-choose one over the other…mahal mo nga sya pero may qualities naman yung isa na ok at masasabi mong ngkakasundo kayo in anyway…its very hard to choose dba? well, GROW UP!!! sh*t… now ur being SELFISH!!! oh well, you’ve gotta choose just one person and learn to accept the fact that THREE IS ALWAYS A CROWD and tapos meron naman yung situation na, minsan bigla mo sya maalala, yeah know…your ex…reminiscn d all good time you’ve shared together…somehow you miss him/her right? but then… somehow theres emptiness inside of you na di mo mapipigilan, and your thinking whether your gonna do something bout it or not, kasi you might be wondering maybe he’s/she’s happy with someone else’s arms na… or scared to lose their pride chicken shits for both parties… how about naman sa mga taong HURT or BIGO? w/o absolutely no idea why they’ve been hurt … and maybe still figuring out what’s the reason of their break up… we usually tend to smile but behind d curtains…were DYING… minsan dinadaan nalang natin sa paglalasing toh with our fellow barkadas or get out of town and do something as a relief 4 a while… i believe thats how it goes….. dont worry there someone out there who will be the one 2 ease ur pain away… just widden up ur eyes…or u could use ur high resolution reading glasses…coz u might help perhaps…lols..ull never know..d person beside u in a bus might be one who can spend the rest of ur life wid…hhmmm… maybe sooner or later…(betcha, im sure they will) they’ll probably soon realized what they’ve LOST AND FOUND oh wel (2 bad!).. palaging nsa huli ang pagsisisi… its not ur lost … ITS THEIRS!! madami pa jan noh… we truly never know what we’ve GOT until its GONE… and we also never thought the person we loved d most could be the one who will hurts us d most… ok lets put it this way… di ka naman kasi masasaktan kung hindi ka nagmamahal eh…nsasaktan ka ksi ngmamahal ka… minsan we’d prefer 2 b hurt pa nga dba?!? in our point of our lives we should be so LUCKY 2 have some one who’ll never lets us go… someone who’ll luvs us even more… and someone who’ll cherish us for the rest of our lives… lesson of love could bring us so much pain… i gez GOD just lets us meet few people that goes IN and OUT in our lives… and those times might be the unforgettable ones… taught us lessons in this insane world of LOVE..the more we’ve been hurt , the more we gain lessons… but one thing is for sure… we’ll know how to get up again wen we fall… dont be afraid give urself a chance to love again…don’t look back and look for the qualities from the past love to someone new… were different kinds of people and has different personalities but who knows.. theres much more u can see in diz new person, that u can never think of…ending relationship doesnt mean its the end of s story but its just the beginning of a new chapter in life… LOVE never kepts as promise with a word such as “FOREVER”… its not just a word that is easy to say…its also a place for us to get there… actions speaks louder than words…now, as i sat down in the front of my computer, mind spinning, bored, lack of sleep, listening to the radio… playing an old school which is for sure one of ur fave love songs of all the time… “…and its telling me IT MIGHT BE YOU, all of my life….” this lines keep circlin’ like butterflies on my head, wondering who might be the love of our lives… n o one could tell… no one knows.. God only knows… these are just some of the situations in LOVE. i can’t say that im the one of those people who knows all sh*ts about love… im just saying this coz ive learned from them a LOT…and somehow ill cherish the lessons that left these scars from my past… lessons that will teach me over and over again gez its truly in he matter of our choice in life, ganyan tlga ang buhay… LOVE is feeling like ur in heaven, but it can also HURT like hell, but one thing is for sure, u’ll learn to let go and love someone else that ever u did before, this time it might be extra special, do something wonderful this day for it will never come again. dont live a life with a regret, take chance, make mistakes… HAPPINESS - and that the only thing you can give urself anyway..

written by: unknown